Sunday, 23 September 2012
If you're anything like me, you'll avoid everyone. You'll stay away for fear of them tiring of you. In doing so you also preserve yourself. No one really knows you. You don't let them. Then some days you become extremely saddened by the fact that no one knows you. That you're stuck with these feelings and thoughts that you can't release on anyone else. If you're anything like me you'd like being alone, but at times you'll despise it more than anything. It's hard to be sad with other people around. At least you have to pretend that you're happy. They say that pretending sometimes can make you feel that way. But then, when you're with other people you're struck with the deepest urge to be alone. You want nothing more than to not have to try to ineract and get along with people. If you're anything like me you'll have spent the day inside. Only leaving for a short walk to not feel so guilty about your wasted day. You'll be tired for no reason and want nothing more than to be home.